Covid cases have gone down enough that Ontario has moved to Stage 3 and I was expected to return to work. I was a little hesitant whether to start immediately, not because of covid- but where I work I was fearful I would get triggered.
There are a few young women with babies/young children and I thought that if I wasn’t fully ready to go back, it might make me supersad to hear about their kids and I might uncontrollably start crying on the spot.
So I trekked on what seemed like the most humid and sunniest day of the week for a walk to the Rock Store for a little bit of retail therapy. It’s a beautiful store that smells nice and feels calm whenever I go visit. I decided to get a few bracelets. That way, if I am at work, whenever someone decides to talk about their kids, I can touch the beads and hold on to them to help me if I get in a spot. There’s many stones to choose from and they’re supposed to help with different energies (I’m not an expert in this stuff, but stone beads are so beautiful it makes me calm just having them on my wrist).
I chose amethyst and rose quartz since it was suppose to being out a peaceful balance of emotional energies. My at the moment splurge was a dragon’s blood bracelet. It was supposed to be good for fertility. If I didn’t read the description I wouldn’t have gotten it- it’s a mix of multicoloured earth tones (think of camo lol) which I generally find ugly. Sort of what my mental state is now. lol.
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